anotherMelissa

     Walk along the water's edge as the world revolves around you, for the birds will sing and the bees will dance          and the world will keep on spinning.     Look upon the pale blue sky as the winds begin to surround you, for the trees will weep and the grass will reach          and the world will keep on spinning.     Tell the tale of life anew as the feelings of love entrance you, for the lovers will be both the lock and the key          and the world will keep on spinning.

timing: 8:41 - 8:51         July 7, 2000 Journal, "i wish i had a perfect life and that i can have things my way, but it will never come true. because there is one problem, my family. i just want my nanay & tatay, my brothers & sisters in 1 home. Thats the one thing i want the most, but it will never happen, coz my nanay's is marring someone else and if that's what she wants, she can have it. i wish you can help, Journal, but you can't." Melissa

Silenced. You've silenced my heart. You've ripped out the once beautiful stitching of me, leaving the silk and satin in shreds on the floor of me. You've taken your name away from me. You've turned it into a gasping for fresh air that will never see the life of me. You've taken the wings from me. You've torn them, stomped on them, to stop me from ever flying to you again. You've stolen these tears from me. You've filled up your oceans, your lakes and rivers with tears from me in hopes I wouldn't dare cross them. But you underestimate me. I will take these broken wings and build a raft to sail to you. I will use these gasps for

Let my river flow into you, your lakes, your seas, your oceans. Let my river flow into you. Let my river flow into you. Let it mend the jagged rocks formed by the winter's ice. Let my river flow into you. Let my river flow into you through the cracks, the flaws, the mistakes. Give it time to heal inside of you for it's grown frigid and lonely. Let my river flow into you. Let my river flow into you, breathe life into the lungs of your lakes, give warmth to the hands of your seas, flicker light into the eyes of your oceans so that it can finally see the river that flows in me.